Dear Brenda,

After reading your report last night I just had to write back to you.

Yesterday while you were doing your work I layed down on my bed and tried not to think of what was happening because I didn't want to "get in your way". I didn't expect to be able to sleep, because when I have tried in the past I find myself listening for my boys.

While resting with in the first say 10 minutes I got a pain in the belly, this may or may not have something to do with the colon healing. I've also been having trouble visualising, when I close my eyes all I see is black, but while you worked your magic I could see, but not see and feel, but not feel (if that makes any sense to you) the blackness becoming a very light blue. And I know this sounds weird but could sense the light emanating from between my eyes, where the 3rd eye is located I believe. Needless to say I fell asleep after this.

My sister came over after the healing. I was explaining to her what I experienced and actually said to her that I wouldn't be surprised if your report said that I suffered headaches because my 3rd eye was blocked. You can imagine my surprise when I read the report, I nearly fell off the chair!!! I suffer from headaches regularly sometimes for days at a time.

So thank you Brenda for the work that you do. You are truly an Angel!

Highest Regards
Jody

Dear Brenda,

On behalf of Aaliyah I would like to thank you for the healing you did, your kindness means more than words could ever say.

You have also given Jarrod and I a sense of hope for Aaliyah's future, for that we will be forever grateful.

Thank you again.

Angie Richardson & Aaliyah Morrison

Dear Brenda,

I thank you for your love and compassion and distance healing session. I do appreciate it very much I feel as though I have my life back!

J.

Hi Bren,

Many thanks for helping Mum out......I called in today and she's great! Seems back to normal, her young "sparkling self"

Sue

Healing session with Brenda Kay Saturday 16th Oct 2004

After a short discussion about where I was at, and what was happening in my life I felt I needed confirmation if I was still on the right track, should I stay or should I move on. The usual stuff one needs to desperately know, like where to find all the secrets of the universe etc… Ha ! Ha !

I thought a spiritual reading might help but wasn't aware of Brenda's background and that she could offer much more, very much more. It was mutually agreed we would exchange our services FOC, I would have a ? session with Brenda and she would have a Reconnective healing session with me.

It was explained to me that this type of healing wouldn't interfere with any karmic contracts I already have in place, which would have most likely been completed in another three months anyway, I felt the timeframe was a little short with three years plus being closer to the mark Ha ! Ha !

I have listed below what was Brenda discovered and have included my personal interpretation of the effects it may have had throughout my life.

Number One

Brenda said there is an entity sitting above your head which is blocking my connection to the source (God, love or the universe use whatever word your comfortable with) and it's delaying your ascension. Brenda looked for a reason or a contract in place to explain its presence, meaning a predetermined agreement, condition or set of circumstances to which I made prior to my incarnation, which was also erased from my consciousness at the time of birth. No contract was found and I can't remember much about this part other than the entity was removed.

Number Two

Brenda said I have a black spot on my shoulder behind my left shoulder blade. Brenda looked for a contract and located it, this contract is connected to the emotion of Communication. After further discussion I explained my fear associated with it :

A. Being inadequate when communicating with others, expressing my feelings was difficult because my emotions would interfere with the process.

B. Consequently holding back in fear of saying the wrong thing, which might hurt both our feelings.

C. Living in isolation

D. Shyness, caused from a fear of rejection

E. Reluctance to interact and or network with others

F. Feeling uncomfortable when asking others for help if it caused disharmony

G. I believe in free choice and will, and feel awkward telling others how to do their job or just to do the right thing

The above contract was nullified.

Number Three

There is an entity attached behind your left kidney, no it's closer to the coccyx and it's thoroughly wrapped around the base of your spine. It's also got a hook in your left shoulder which is pulling your body to one side. I immediately identified with what she was saying because my posture would resemble that of an 80 year old man and I had suffered from lower back pain for many years, more about this later, see section "back injury history". Brenda asked if I had any hip problems, which I answered no.

The coccyx is located at the Base Chakra and it's usually associated with our beginnings - childhood problems with parents or other siblings, in my case it was my father and brother, but this was no longer an issue in my life.

Emotion : Not being supported

• People aren't listening or taking me seriously
• Always carrying the burden of a heavy load
• Doing it tough in the trenches and feeling like I was being buried alive
• Feeling rejected because they either don't understand or don't care

Brenda checked to see if there was a contract in place, which there wasn't. She said it must of attached to me during an accident and when my body jerked with pain. I believe this was the case when I was unloading cartons of soft drink from my vehicle at our corner store business in Brisbane back in 1998. Just prior to it happening I had a conversation with one of out part time staff and her comment that "7 day trading would be brought in shortly" upset me. The consequences of her statement and my carelessness caused a back injury that has plagued me to this very day, or so I had thought.

Brenda was smiling now and commented "he (the entity) wasn't too happy to be discovered" Personally I was ecstatic and thoroughly enjoyed his detachment and banishment Ha ! Ha !
Brenda said she was also going to repair the coccyx and fuse any damage caused, which might create a tingling sensation in my back, but I never felt it.

Number Four (a)

There is a cord attached to your throat and we have to ascertain if it's male or female. It appears to be male, think of three males in your life that you have difficulty talking to. I had to call out their names out loud three times, there were two from work and the other was my father. Brenda repeated the name of a work colleague, it was my xxxxxxxxxxxxx. She said he was not to be trusted and would say one thing but do another behind my back and liked to manipulate things. I said I knew what he was like and even though I couldn't connect with him I didn't allow it to effect me either. Brenda said because of this fact the cord was due to be disconnected anyway and it had served its purpose. The test or challenges it provided had been satisfied, Brenda then removed the cord.

Number Four (b)

Brenda said there's another cord attached to your throat, I replied "lucky me" and she smiled. This one is female, as above I had to think of three females in my life that I have difficulty talking to. I had to also call out their names out loud three times, there were two from work (I told you it was a stressful place to work Ha ! Ha ! ) and the third I had little contact with but mentioned her anyway, and yes it was her. This women is a friend my wife, Jenny and they have been on numerous local community organisations together over the years. Brenda said she knows how to push my buttons, which I nodded in agreement Ha ! Ha ! I explained my frustration when assisting Jenny during some community events, where this person would offer advice or instructions to preform certain tasks. Her input would belittle my presence or whatever contribution I had made. But when I offered input or advice to improve something she either wasn't interested or was in agreement to the suggestion but would never action it. Only to be in a similar situation again the next time around, it destroyed any motivation to get involved in any voluntary work and disempowered any enjoyment if I managed to receive any.

Brenda said this cord had been in place since the year 868 AD and this women was a Regal figure and I was her advisor. Advisors at that time lived in fear of persecution because if the advice given upset Madam or wasn't what she wanted to hear you had your throat cut. Obviously not a healthy line of employment, dammed if you did and dammed if you didn't. So hard to find job satisfaction even back in those days Ha ! Ha !

I had no problems relating to the fear of persecution especially prior to and during any verbal communication with women which didn't go very well and these feelings only intensified when talking to someone for the very first time. Is it any wonder I remained single up to the age of 28 years without being in serious relationship until I met Jenny, I accompanied her home one night in May 1986 and we have been together ever since Ha ! Ha !

Brenda said it wasn't just this particular women that could manage to push my buttons, but others had access to this cord with the same effect, I suppose that's why I mentioned her name last. I was more than grateful to have the second cord disconnected from my throat and the knife removed form my neck and the wound healed. It certainly gives a deeper understanding to the expression "emotionally scarred" Ha ! Ha !

Brenda said this was all we had time for now and she was going to check the Akashic records, and announced you have a gift waiting for you. She retrieved it and held out both hands and passed it to me, she told me it's a beautiful samurai sword with red tassels on the handle. As I reached out to accept this gift she said place it somewhere on your body. I imagined I inserted it in a sheath on the left side of my body. This sword was to be used for the protection against physic attack. I could use it when required to cut myself free from any situation where I felt trapped, just retreat to a quiet place even the toilet if need be and have fun with it. Also use it in a spiralling motion, drawing upwards to energise my charkas. She encouraged me to look up the spiritual significance and history about samurai swords.

She also said the changes I will experience could happen instantaneously or they could be progressive and might take days or months.

I felt different but didn't have much time to contemplate how different and was more concerned with giving Brenda her reconnective healing session and what either of us might receive from it.

Before I started I asked Brenda if the type of healing that I had just experienced was at all possible during the reconnective healing sessions ? ie the removal of contracts, entities and cords etc…. without either party consciously communicating with each other.

Yes, of course she said. See more on this below : What Brenda had experienced during the her healing session.

Brenda's Reconnective Healing Session

After the session I asked how was that ? absolutely amazing, I feel fantastic

I normally ask the client if they have noticed anything different like, a floating sensation, feeling relaxed, any energy, colours, images etc… Brenda's feedback listed below, just blew me away and it just goes to prove you can't evaluate or judge how a healing session has gone by what you experience as the healer. I must admit it wasn't the greatest session I ever had ever experienced, but hey after just 10 or so healing sessions I'm no expert either Ha ! Ha !

This is what Brenda had experienced during the healing session :

• Waves of energy.
• She was aware of every hair on her body and every cell inside her body.
• Underwent transformation a number of times.
• Experienced different states of being / presence.
• Had many beings - spirit guides around her.
• Was taken to a place (possibly the other side of the veil) and given information and understanding about stuff. She responded by saying "is that all" Ha ! Ha ! because she felt she was already aware of this knowledge.
• She felt she was being suspended and held above the table.
• There was a spinning disc whizzing around and through her charkas and then flying off her body.
• An entity had been removed from her body, something she had been trying to do for awhile and was now pleased it was gone.
• Brenda asked if I touched her stomach, although she knew it was a non touch healing session she asked anyway. I confirmed I hadn't, someone had but it wasn't me Ha ! Ha !
• Towards the end of the session she felt energy around the back of her heart, like an alignment was taking place and it stopped just before I had finished the session.

I asked Brenda if she remembered that her body jerked, like when the soul returns abruptly to the body (similar to when you react in fright or have that fear of falling during a dream state)

She replied no. She probably missed it as there was so much else going on Ha ! Ha !

Back Injury history

No doubt this back injury has caused me varying degrees of pain, discomfort and psychological worry over the years. If I every needed to bend over or pick something up I had to always hold on to something for support or use my right hand and simultaneously place my left hand on my left knee for support. If there were other people present I'd rest my forearm against my knee to disguise the fact. If I didn't walk or cycle for exercise to strengthen my abdominal muscles it would get worse. Sometimes just sitting or standing for too long would cause discomfort. Sadly it also had an effect on my sex life and the long term prospects weren't looking too promising either. I have lost count of the number of times I have asked Jenny to rub ointment on my back. I used to dread putting on my socks due to the strain it placed on my lower back and putting on my jocks was even worse because I had to stand up against something to do so. Sometimes I'd lose my balance and stagger around the room in fear of falling over Ha ! Ha ! You might find this a little amusing also especially coming from a male but when I needed to take a pee I found it far easier to sit down, especially when it took awhile.
Hey it made good sense to me Ha ! Ha !

Summary (Thursday morning, 21 Oct 2004)

In a 90 minute timeframe my whole life had dramatically changed, if not just for these reasons alone :

Because I no longer had someone sitting on my head
Because I no longer had a chip on my shoulder
Because I no longer had someone on my back (literally)
Because I no longer had been denied freedom of speech

Changes I have noticed :

My back feels like it did some 20 years ago, I have regained strength and flexibility and don't suffer from the same aches and pains I used to, they have gone !!! Just have a sore butt from the long hours of sitting down typing my story Ha ! Ha ! Believe me it's hard to break old habits from the way I used to do things, and I certainly don't miss walking around like a chimpanzee any more, well nearly Ha ! Ha !

My outlook on life and general well being has been given an enormous boost to my confidence and self esteem. I have always wanted so desperately to project my inner core of who I was (externally) and now at 46 years of age I am finally able to do so. Even though all the things I avoided or feared in the past have been neutralised I don't feel like I'm starting back at the beginning. Actually just the opposite, the thoughts I've always had are now just flowing automatically. I am happier, healthier, and wiser and I want to share this positive energy with others by allowing them to feel it to. This could be as simple as giving them a compliment or just making them laugh, and we all know you can't get enough of either one Ha ! Ha !
Who said miracles don't happen, they obviously haven't spoken to me or read my story Ha ! Ha !

It's been nice sharing this with you and I hope it gives you some insight and understanding on what's possible and what could also be holding you back.
Bye for now.

Chris.